I finally managed to sew new clothes for my dolls (especially because I got a new one who doesn't fit into anything I got.) 
And today I went shopping because I needed new Jumpers and Pyjamas :D

Cute, ne???


I totally LOVE these *___*  Can't wait to wear them soon




(this one is for work u_ú)



This is Miku my newest Family Member, she is a 60 cm tall Obitsu. She hasn't got a Face jet and shes also waiting for her own Wig ~.~" 












Still Faceless and without her own wig *waiting for the Postman*

 YAY
I haven't seen a note that good in Math  since elementary school <3

So tomorrow morning I will be moving into my first own flat <3
I'm really excited about it , but also happy, the only bad thing is, that I wont have Internet for a few weeks T^T

yaaay I'm blond again <3 my natural color looks really ugly, because I colored it to often T___T 

Before


After:


this actually is how my natural color used to look like XD"

I still can't belive I'm doing this *lol* but well... my mom wanted her sewing mashin back so I had too look for a new hobby.
Like everything that has to do with crafting I seem to have a talent for it (its getting spookie xD")

I started to work on my 3 Dolls Latika is now sand matted, has new Eye Chips and new eyelashes, I still need to do the make up.
Nao is a little Sand matted (I didn't want to lose the make up) and has new Eye Chips. Kaori has to wait a few days XD















Nao:

Today was the yearly Japan Day and we used this chance to have a Blythe meet up.
sadly only 9 people could come (or better 7 and 2 boyfriends XD) but we had lots of different Blythes and it was a brilliant day.

But, as every two years, it was REALLY hot (one year its hot, the next year it rains, than its hot egain etc.) and I got a f**** sunburn.
Luckely not as bad as the last one ( I wore a neckholder <<") this year only my arms got burned, and mt face is a little red *sigh*







My sunburn is worse than it looks T^T

It's all coming faster than expectid @__@
My futur boss phoned jesterday and asked me to start 1 month early.
I'm totally excited since that phone call XD

Only 6 weeks left before I will move from small boring littl Herford to my dream come true City Bremen (Starbucks I'm coming *O* )
*lol*

So next weekend I will pack the rest of my Stuff in to boxes *sigh*


Größere Kartenansicht

I'm going mad with the sewing machine at the moment and this is my last creation, its not fineshed jet, but I love it <3

This is my newest Blythe, Latika, she is so cute with here dark Skin.






All dresses http://s300.photobucket.com/albums/nn13/Lemoned_Hide/Blythe/

My newest Familymember moved in today <3
She is so lovely with her taned skin and I cant wait to customize her X3~


Kaori and Latika







She looks quiet annoyed/ pissed off XD"

I found out how they look in real life X3

First of Pon (see the oics and all questions are answered XD)




Isnt he totally cute????

Now Shou with his biiiiiiig eyes






I think they would like to be alone now~ <3

As the Titel says... I was bored again so I went to look at Dolls on ebay.. its a dangerous addiction XD

Seeing that I will get my first paycheck next month I tought, maybe I could get myself a new Doll (it's so emty and lonely with only one Doll around ;O; )

I've got my eyes on 3 Dolls at the moment and can't decide which one, IF I get one, i should buy.

Which one do you like most??

1) Ball jointed Doll Ai Lagrus


2) Blythe Dainty Biscuit (picture taken from flickr)


3) Blythe Mod Molly

I made my first Blythe Dress last weekend and think it's cute ^__^
Not perfect jet but cute *lol*

I'm missing my sewing mashine most at the moment .____. because the needle constantly finds its way into my finger >O< and it takes like forever to finish T__T

please ignore the Hair XD""





The pocket was too small so I sewed pearls around it so bouth look like they are the same size ^^ and it makes it a bit spezial <3

Jetzt liege ich schon wieder seit Stunden wach im Bett, in meinem Kopf kreisen tausende Gedanken und eine Frage.
Warum?
Warum fühle ich mich schuldig, obwohl ihr es wart, die mir das Herz rausgerissen habt und darauf rum getrampelt seid.
Ich wünschte ich könnte behaupten ihr wert mir egal, dann könnte ich euch einfach vergessen und keinen Gedanken mehr an euch verschwenden… aber ich liebe euch noch immer… meine beste Freundin…und meine große Liebe…

Lacht ihr über mich?
Ist es lustig zu sehen wie ich leide?
Macht euch das Spass?
Zeigt ihr mit dem Finger auf mich und tuschelt?

Wäre ich an eurer Stelle, ich würde mich in Grund und Boden schämen, aber euch stört es wahrscheinlich nicht mal… euer Verhalten zeigt mir ja, wie viele Gedanken ihr noch an mich verschwendet…

Warum bin immer ich die, die Verletzt wird?
Warum bleibt es mir verwehrt mein Glück zu finden?
Was mache ich falsch?

So I bought my first Blythe Doll on ebay <3
My hatred against these Dolls has slowly turned into a little liking attitude, and since I saw the first Pictures of "My little Candy" I was just totally in love with her ;___;
I'm still not sure if I really like Blythe's but seeing she is a shop limited release, even if I can't bond with her, I will get my money back if I re-sell her <3
Her release Date is the 20. Feb. *is totally excited* XD

And here some Pictures of the little Lady

I needed to get my head cleared this afternoon and the best way to do that is by concentrating on something else SOOO~… I decided to make a new dress for my little Lilly.
(I'm still totally *fucked* up inside…why cant I just forget everything that happened?)

It really makes her look childish and young, doesn't it?
^^





The bottom has a little patch at the side <3




This is how she looked before ^.~

Es kotzt mich ja schon wieder an ey ><
Für wie blöd halten mich manche Leute eigentlich??

Verdammt, wenn es ein Problem mit mir gibt dann mach das Maul auf und sag es mir.
Aber was soll das, nicht mehr im Messenger online zu kommen?
Ich dachte wir sind Freunde und ich weiss das du im Internet bist, aber ausser RPG's willst du ja scheinbar nichts mehr mit mir zu tun haben.

Nimm, was Du kriegst, denn sonst wird Dir genommen.

Sei ein Schwein, oder man macht Dich zur Sau.

Raff Dir Geld und kauf Dir die Welt!

Nur nicht zimperlich! Die Sitten sie rau.

Zeig Deine Faust, denn sonst wirst Du geschlagen.

Dräng Dich vor oder Du wirst übersehn.

Willst du bestimmen, statt andre zu fragen,

musst Du lernen über Leichen zu geh'n.

Nichts wie raus aus der Nacht in die Sonne,

weil uns endlich keine Schranke mehr hält.

Unsere Ziele sind klar, unsre Methoden bewährt.

Wir sind tot, doch wir leben, solang Ihr uns nährt!

Wir sind im Kommen, und bald gehört uns die Welt.

Wir tauchen aus der Nacht.

Passt auf!

Jetzt woll'n wir Glitzer und Glanz.

Passt auf!

Jetzt woll'n wir alles und ganz.

Passt auf!

Steckt den Himmel in Brand und streut Luzifer Rosen!

Die Welt gehört den Lügnern und den Rücksichtslosen.

Reicht den Mördern die Hand! Liegt im Staub vor den Großen!

Die Welt gehört den Kriechern und den Gnadenlosen.